utterly disgusted.

today was fun. and the amath paper was difficult, but easy for miss chua's standard.

anyways, after that, natalin, alicia, caleen, felicity and i went to the parkway for lunch. had a fantastic time. all the laughs and such. thanks you guys. ((:

anyways, after that, it was off to the library. the journey they was extremely fun. playing in the rain and all. haha. it got heavier then expected and we got pelted by large, heavy raindrops, and we were drenched to the underwear. super uncomfortable i tell you. we were practically dripping. anyways, i just didn't like the aftermath.

first off, when we were waiting for natalin and fel who were taking their own sweet time, strolling under the comforts of umbrella. and natalin, i'm sorry for making you wet. hurhur. anyways, there we were, alicia and i, sqeezing out wet uniforms. and yes, due to the lousy quality of our uniforms, the blouse was see through. and there was this plump guy, looking at us in that way. i felt severely violated. the thing is, he still dared to come up to us and say:

"do you guys need a place to dry off?"

i swear, that was the exact words he said.

i felt like kicking him in the nuts right there and then. and, you know what, i wouldn't be surprised if he started jacking off right then and there. disgusting.

anyways, once we reached the library, we were cold, wet and dirty, and well, went to the bathroom, which was warm for some reason [which was good for us], and we started drying off, using the hand dryer, which was of no use, in the end, i decided to take off my uniform and sqeeze it dry. well, that was of no use in the end, the water was like trapped in the uniform. we spent half an hour warming ourselves before entering the library. which was where i almost suffered from hypothermia. i swear it was so cold. and my arse was wet, it didn't help that my underwear was wet either. but it's okay. high metabolic rate, can lose weight. hurhur. ((:

then, we went back home, for a long deserved hot shower. it felt so good. anyways, then we met back at my house for some movies and stuff, and i cooked sheppard's pie today for dinner. haha. so fun. ((:

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i don't know what's wrong with me today. i just lost it. well, there's only so much one can take. after screaming and somehow hurting the only person i truly care for and it was the first time i talked back to my mother and shouted at her. and, the person i truly care for ain't her; so yeah. anyways, it's not a big deal to some, but hey, i am raised the right way. i have good manners. anyways, i started broking down, and yes, i'm semi alright now. still feeling a little down, but it's alright. thanks you guys. ((:

and thanks freda baby, for coming all the way to frankel just to help me with my biology. i love you. ((:
xoxo

--please God, take all this away, i don't know how much more of this i can take. i beg of you, please; make it go away. no more. please.